Video footage showed as many as a dozen people knocked to the floor in the stampede of people trying to get into the Wal-Mart store, according to Nassau County Police detective Lt. Michael Fleming. The employee was "stepped on by hundreds of people" , Fleming said. |
I have no more room in my life left for you. I'm exhausted with trying to be cordial and polite towards you. I'm sick of letting you talk to people any kind of way, talk about people like they're dogs, and completely treat the ones who love you like dirt. When you were locked up in prison for a year I cried for you. I prayed to God that you would be okay. I wished upon a star that you would come home early. The day you came home I knew something was wrong. I knew something had changed about you but I couldn't put my finger on it. After about two months I finally figured out what was wrong. I figured out it was you. You are what's wrong. You are what's wrong in my life and your own for that matter. Your selfish and two-faced, like a little teenager. What kind of life is that? You won't bring me down with you anymore. I refuse to be part of your life anymore. I refuse to allow you to continue to be in mine for another second. Your through as far as I'm concerned. Even if I'm the only one on this planet that wakes up and realizes what you really are, it doesn't matter. All that matters is that I will no longer have to deal with your selfishness and your nasty attitude.
Thanksgiving was going to be a fun holiday for me. I knew this for sure in my mind. Everything was going great until I saw you. No, I take that back, it wasn't when I saw you, it was as soon as you opened your mouth. I live my life everyday without a lot of drama. I have so much love and compassion in my heart for my family and my kids that my life is mostly stress-free. That is until you come around. After that, you can ruin my entire day with one or two sentences. That's all it takes from you. That's because you don't know what it is to live drama-free. You don't have any idea what compassion and respect for other human beings consists of. You haven't got the slightest clue on how to respect other people, especially in their own house. You think that the world revolves around you and you can just do what you want. You think that you can treat people any way you want.
My heart hurts for my other family members that have to deal with you on a regular basis. I'm glad that I don't have to see you everyday because if I did I would have shot myself by now. There is no other word to describe you besides "pathetic". Your the most pathetic human being that I know and I really can't believe that I am wasting energy and bandwidth typing this entry into my online blog. Your a mess. A complete train wreck. I am so care-free and happy anytime I'm not around you. Anyone who can come into your life and change your entire outlook and well-being for those few moments does not deserve to be in your life. You don't deserve to be in my life. Not another day. If I didn't have to deal with these periods of anger from dealing with you my life would be so much better. I wouldn't have anything to complain to about. Your my only complaint right now. Your like a thorn in my side and it's time for me to be done with you.
At one time, there was no one else in this world that loved you more than I did. There was no one who was more proud of you than I. You took that for granted. You were seriously mistaking my kindness towards you for weakness. Is that what you think of me? That I'm weak? You've got me figured out wrong because I promise you that I'm strong enough to cut you out of my life and never look back. If that means nothing to you right now because your being angered by my words, then let it be that. Let it mean nothing to you two or three months down the road when you will need me before I need you.
If you want to live in despair and complete confusion for the rest of your life, be my guest. I will never again try to save you. It seems like you like living the way you are. I'm not going to stand in the way of what anyone wants, good or bad. Even if it's not something I would want for myself or my family, doesn't mean that I would try and stop someone else from living the way that they want to. My family means everything to me so I will continue to do everything that I can to protect them. I will protect them from you until I have no breaths left in my body. We will eventually forget that you even existed. I won't allow them to be hurt by you like I was for so long. You had your chance. I gave you many chances and you are the type that won't even apologize when you've hurt someone. That tells me that my family and I are just too good for you. You're not even on our level. Matter of fact, your so far below us that we can't even see you. I intend to keep it that way. I don't ever plan on seeing you again. No matter what the circumstance.
You think that your allowed to judge people and favor some people over others. You think that you can verbally abuse people and talk about everyone else's situations like you've got your pathetic life together. You act like a teenager; talking about people behind their backs and then smiling in their faces. Your just pathetic, and on top of that, your an alcoholic drug addict! Who can you possibly think that your better than?!? Me? You really think that your better than me? In what way? Maybe your better at drinking and doing drugs, cause I'm horrible at that. I wouldn't know how to ruin my life with drugs and alcohol, so yeah, you got me on that one. Your a joke. Your a pathetic drunk-ass joke and I'm glad that I don't have to ever see you again.
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